MAMEWorld Forums - The Loony Bin - Re: Explanation, and offering

Last time I read / heard something like this (and it was near word for word in parts) was when somebody was being sent down for various child abuse and rape offences.

They seemed to think they were so much better than everybody else that what they'd done was perfectly acceptable, had helped build them into a far superior being, and that they should be looked up to for it.

I think maybe the only reason you haven't been banned here is because the mods are allowing you to dig your own hole if evidence is ever needed for your 'character' in a case like that.

> If you read this, I sincerely....sincerely.....recommend you think over it all before
> you, if inclined to, respond.
>
>
> I have always been present with myself. Fearless of myself, and of (the minds and
> hearts of) others. At a visceral level: sensually fearless - fearlessly sensual.
>
> I have typically tended toward, and throughout my life had the opportunity to,
> encounter people better [at things] than me. I knew they were an authority, and so i
> listened, paid attention, absorbed. A couple/few times in my life I've been a sad
> sack, but by and large it's been onward and upward. That's one reason I joined the
> Corps (there is only one Corps): I was tired of being a sad sack. And I was given the
> tools to become ultra confident, and reckon the world.
>
> This continued on into college, where I mostly hung out with my instructors outside
> of class. In and out of class, I absorbed. I became more. Eventually I outgrew them.
> In ways, I became more than each of them was, more than all of them together. And so
> on through the years after....
>
> I am inherently compelled to develop. To transcend. And so my frame of view is: be
> godly, or be a sad sack. There is no in-between - except insofar as the point where
> one decides they no longer want to be a sad sack. There the path starts. There's no
> end - but there is a threshold - a point where one says, 'I am GOD-LY'.
>
> They're ultimately confident, and incredibly capable. Easily expressive. Forward and
> forthright. Nothing is secret. Nothing is sacred. In combat, internal and external
> capacity and communication is critical. So it is in life. Else there's, unnecessary,
> pain. I'm not on board with that. But people seem insistent on, compelled toward,
> pain.
>
> I can hear some wanting to mention humility. I find humility a certain bit charming.
> But it puts me off, because underlying it is service. Servitude. And I think no one
> should serve anyone or anything.
>
> And here's where how I operate fundamentally comes into view: I am anti-society,
> anti-Culture. The dialogue and dialectic of Culture and society have done a lot of
> things for humanity. But underlying it is service. To Community. I I know there is
> something better.
>
> I embody this condition. And I offer you the same through it.
>
>
> (
>
> Alternate titles, which I gave the version I sent some of my family were:
>
> Description of myself: an indirect treatise on fear
>
> to be.....Godly